yeah.. finally.. onli left 2 papers.. chi n home econ.. muhahahahahahas.. so happi.. n my bd is gting nearer n nearer to me.. onli six more daes to go.. so damn happy.. but too bad.. my dad dun let me hav bbq liaoz.. haiz.. :'( *sniff sniff* but he ask me to bring some of my bestie best fren go eat sushi or pizza.. hahas.. yum yum.. but still haven decide who to bring yet.. or shld i juz save e $$$ fer myself n buy otherthings??? hehe
went to west coast park todae.. kinda boring.. maybe bcuz dis few daes i hav been going dere so find it nt fun liao.. hahas.. den lata go to ginza.. n play daytona.. haiz.. think long time didnt play liao.. so lose touch of it le.. hehe.. den going hme dat time saw kelvin n danza dey all.. hmm.. it seems lyk everytime i go hme dat time den will see dey all.. hahas.. strange logic.. muhahahahahahahahahahas..
well.. i think i beta end dis entry b4 my com go siaoz again.. hehe.. tata..
haiz.. these few daes damn stress sia.. hate exam man.. everydae so late den can slp.. haiz.. *yawnz*.. so tired.. feel lyk slping fereva..
lets see.. fri,mon & tues i went to west coast park to play volleyball afta exam.. quite fun sia.. cuz afternoon go.. nt so many ppl dere.. hehe.. den went to throw alot of rocks.. fun sia.. den also go climb e pyrmaid..
den yesterdae go hme dat time saw kelvin.danza,ben n ace.. long time nvr see them liao.. tot will be veri happy.. but wrong.. dey eat up all my fries lor.. i plan to go hme n eat 1 while watching wan quan yu le.. den e sauce i oso plan liaoz.. haiz.. but dey finish all my fries.. so cannot mix liao.. nvm.. next time den eat lyk dat..
haiz.. think i beta end dis blog liao.. still nida study fer my maths paper 2.. haiz.. my maths so lan.. dunoo wata do sia.. juz hopetmr will be an easy paper so dat i could score well fer it.. hehe..
haiz.. not sure what happen to me todae.. feeling kinda depressed.. went to read some love peoms to cure my gloomy mood.. posted them below.. but it doesnt seem to be working at all.. haiz.. juz what exactly is love?
u promise to be there for me whenever i nid u
u help me forgot abt a guy
u let me noe what is love
u taught me everything about love
but juz when i reallie know what is love
u left me alone
letting me wondering again wat is love again
sometimes i will juz think of u out of e blues.. remembering e times i had wif u.. it was fun.. n i cant take it out of my head.. e first date.. e time when we chat in msn.. n e time when u carried me fer a while.. it stunned me.. when u juz sudenly carried me up fer a few seconds.. it felt like foreva cuz u were e first guy to carry me..
everytime when i was wif u.. i pretend nth had happened n be my ownself.. but deep inside my heart.. i knew wat it was thinking abt.. i could nt stand it anymore.. so i told u wat i reallie felt.. u told me dat u still hav feel fer me.. it brighten up my heart a bit.. n u told me u would consider.. but when u told me e ans is negative.. my heart shattered once more.. dis time.. even more shattered den b4.. i wanted to cry out loud.. but i juz dun dare.. so i kept my tears until i rech hme.. i said dat i will wait fer u till u can accept me.. i can try n promise i will leave u alone.. but i cant n wont promise i will stop luving u..
everytime in class.. i would take a peep at u veri often.. sometimes i would gt caught by u n u will stare back at me wif ur big round eyes.. u look so cute wif ur blur look.. n it juz melted my heart.. e other times.. i will juz continue to stare at ur cute look frm a far distance.. without u noticeing.. i notice all e small little things u do in class.. it remains in my heart.. n foreva it will..
until 1 dae.. a guy told me dat he like me.. i was shock.. den u send me a sms telling me dat hes a nice guy n wanted me 2 accpet him.. but i sae no.. i cant accpet him as i would be a two-timer if i did.. n it would be unfair to him.. i dunno y.. but i felt dat my feelings fer him r gting deeper.. but nt as deep as i hav fer u.. i dun dare to tell him wat my heart reallie feels as it would be unfair fer him.. so i kept it in my heart..
y does love hurt so much??? y cant it be sweet foreva.. y muz dere be so many bitter n sour taste in luv.. y??? i onli wish to hav a luv dat will last foreva n be sweet foreva.. dat juz wat i wish fer.. do u think im veri greedy? i juz onli hope dis will cum true..